One of Bryan's Christmas Gifts!

This year I bought Bryan a pug for chrismas...he really likes her! We havent pick a name out yet! She's so cute and tiny...they said she only weights 2lbs!

her new name is Cloe!

Happy Birthday Dakota

We want to wish our big boy a Happy 10th Birthday!
We hope you have a wonderful year!
We love you bunches!
Love Daddy, Mommy, Colten and Dalten

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!Updates on the Hagan Clan~

Well it sure has been a busy year for us...thats for sure...There has been more negative thing then good but we are keeping our heads up...and ready for a brand new year...Ive been praying to God hoping 09 will be a good year for us! However since this year hasnt been that great...it has prove us how strong our family has become...and i do thank God for that....But with all that we been through i think the hardest thing for me to deal with is losing our lil Angel...which i think about her everyday....even tho she not with us, she still part of our clan and we talk about her all the time! Anyways...i just want to say is that everyone one is doing great. Bryan is finally done with corn...YAY!!!! He has been working so hard, and when he comes home he helps me out around here...Im so thankful to have a wonderful guy like him in my life! Dakota has grown up so much this past month...he helps me out when he get home from school...he helps out with the boys and my house work....and tending to what i need.... i should but i havent and i need to Thank God everyday for Dakota....he has really showed me how mature he's getting and i so glad that he's learned what family is all about. I cant believe he's turning 10 next week....ok i better stop cuz im starting to cry! Colten has been helping me out a lot too...he's has learn how to use the vacuum...and he loves it! We had a dentist appt today in North Platte, we though he had two cavities and come to find out that they are going to have to pull them...cuz they are so rotten in the inside and it happened so fast...you cant even tell, but the x-ray showed they are bad...i feel so bad. So we have to deal with that next month. Other than that he is so excited for christmas...everyday he is singing some christmas song...he really good to! Dalten well as you'll see in the pics down below you'll see hows he's been....lol He has been talking so well that he's putting sentences together...its just amazing how much he has grown...Im so blessed to have my wonderful boys!I love the fact that even on my worse days i can count on them to make me laugh....i never want that to stop! As for me i getting alot better...im still weak and cant do to much with out getting tired. And for some reason i have my days and nights mixed up which thankfully i talk to my doctor about that tomorrow and get all straighten out. I finally gotten my tube takin out a week ago... so im finally gauze and tape free....still have some pain but hopefully it will be gone soon....Im sorry i dont have much pics....all the pics down below as been takin off my cell, cuz Dalten has broken my camera so i cant take pictures...i hope we get it fix soon...so i can post more pics....Well i want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and also to be safe! So make sure you scroll down i have a couple more posts...Thanks!

Christmas tree

Thanks to my wonderful husband we finally gotten our tree up last week...I think one of the reason this is my favorite time of the year is decorating the christmas tree....When its all done and we turn off the lights it brighten up the whole living room...everyday i see it for some reason puts a big smile on my face. It puts me in a good mood...i dont know why and it sounds funny but it does! I wish i could leave it up all year long...Bryan thinks it just cuz of the pain killers talking... but i just love my tree.

i love my tree topper... I could never keep up a star or my angel cuz the were to heavy for my tree and would fall down....i found this one and light enough that it dont come down!

Believe it or not as much destructive Dalten has been he hasnt touched my tree at all!

"Destructive"

Destructive~tending to destroy; causing destruction or much damage. Now when i looked this word up i swear i would found Dalten name in it....I believe seen the time i came home from the hospital...he had something against me...I truly believe that he was so mad that i have abandon him for 11 days...that he's done everything in his power to get back at me....since I wasnt able to do much and its hasnt been easy for me to get around that he try to destroy everything he could cuz he knew i couldnt catch him time to stop him!...He's been a monster....(but i still Love him)

I was on the phone with my mother when i heard the kids running around and laughing downstairs......
and this is what i found.....them covered in cornstarch...just say mama wasnt happy

but i had to take these pics so i can laugh about it later....lol

I had to use the vacuum to clean them off...these pics. dont do the justice...

then later that nite i came in the living room from going to the bathroom and found crushed chips ALL over my living room floor ( a full bag)...due to Dalten...i was so tired and in so much pain all i could do was cry! I still wasnt able to vacuum yet, my beloved son Dakota help me out....Thank you Dakota... I love you so much...i love all three of ya! That was last week.... This weekend he took a orange marker and drew all over my new couch set, he has gotten ahold of a black lipstick and drew all over his face, a blue marker and drew it all over his face, this month so far he has completely dumped four bottles of my seasoning salt for my meats....cuz he's learn to climb the counters by himself...and i just cant keep up with him...watch out lil man cuz mommy's getting better!

Looking for some Recipes!!!

I am looking for some recipes...I was wondering if some of my readers can help me out....I'm looking for more casserole recipes and maybe quicker meals that kids love...If you can help me out i sure appreciateit...as I'm a down for awhile and Bryan picking corn i though making more casseroles can cut time for me in the kitchen and more time helping the boys or just resting. If you want you can email me at yzarcnagah@hotmail.com..... Thank you so much!

So glad to be home!

I tell you what...i never going to say this line again...you know the one that everyone say..."What else can go wrong!" because when you say it, you better be ready....cuz something big going to happend! Well as most of you know i was in the hospital for 11 days thats right (11). It started 2 in the morning...i was having back pain and then i started to have muscle spasms well at least i though so....well it was getting to be to painfully that finally Bryan took me to mccook hospital 4 in the morning! I told them i have been seeing a chiropractor for a week half, and he was thinking i might be having problems with my gull bladder...i told the doctor that and from there that's when they start checking me over and they try to keep me comfortable with pain killers tell Thursday...they decided to run a test on me to see if i had lodge a stone in my vain....that was going to determined if i was having surgery in McCook or Lincoln...well the test came back with not positive news...so i ended up with having surgery Friday afternoon which took 3 hours. Then a right after i woke up they but me on an ambulance to Lincoln...as soon as i got there they put under again and put a scope down my thought down to the main vain going from your kidney's and liver to your intestines...and found the stone but wasnt able to get it out and they worked on it for about 2 hours...and decided they are going to have to surgically remove it....So they gave me a day to rest, so on Monday i woke up and went into surgery again for the last time ...it took another 2 hours working on me to finally get the stone out.... it was a size of a marble! So after all that it was just recovery....Now im just glad its all over...and maybe my life will get back on track...now knowing that maybe the past 4 months of back problem that i have been complaining about was my gall bladder! It has been hard...even staying in the hospital for soooo long with out seeing my boys....i think that was hurt the most...it made me very emotional and had to recover from this...made my time very depressing! But it over now...im doing ok, the pain is getting better and im getting around alot better too, now only if i can get comfortable to sleep at night...it wouldnt be so bad! Thanks to all of you wonderful family and friends....thanks for the prayers,the comforting words, the help, the cards and flowers and balloons...and the emails...it help me workout through this tough time, tell i made it back to my family again.

Well i do have some pictures from when i was in the hospital....lol there was some dull times...let me tell you!

waiting for surgery in mccook


this was a couple of day's out of last surgery in Lincoln

visitors....Ashley Hackney...she came up with my brother!


my brother messing with my bed
my adorable lil cousin Avery and her daddy

Deanna and Ashton...thanks for the visit...i love it! Hope to see ya again!

so happy that i was coming home that day

My wonderful Husband...Bryan

lol...this has been my best friend for 8 days....I called her molly, sweet thing followed me everywhere i went! Bryan said i had to take a pic of her! LOL Im going to miss her

someone snapping pics with my phone!

This is what i look like right now...the lil hose goes to that main vain that they took the stone out...i hope to get that out in a couple of weeks....and i a line of stamples on my tummy which is covered by bandages

More halloween pics.

My mother inlaw sent me some pics of the boys that she took...they turned out better than mine! Thank you Susan!

Halloween 2008

Pictures from last week!

Sorry for the crappy pictures im having major problems

with my new camera...it sucks with the lighting thats in my house!

Dakota with an black eye due to a shelf in the closet..and a scratch on his chest from his lovely brother Colten...poor dakota had a ruff weekend...now he's sick

He said his new nickname was Sir Poopsalot!...poor guy!

I dont know if you can tell Dalten even has a bruise on his cheek it looks worse the what the pic shows...and i still have no idea where he gotten it from....boys!!!

Colten was trying to do a head stand

So Dalten had to jump in there too and try

boy are the flexible

good job boys

bull rider in progress...actually he was about to hit bryan in the head

My brother stop by a couple of time to visit and thought it was time for a wrestling match

and he thought i need some attention too

See mom should had another boy

Bryan's face is priceless

I think my hubby would be mad at me for posting this one...

I dont think he would like his belly showing...lol

And this lovely pic makes me laugh...i found it on my camera and i have no idea who took it

again......priceless!